christmas is different this year

Good Morning everyone, It is almost time for Santa to arrive and I have not been able to really go shopping this year .I have bought 5 items on line shopping but I really miss the personal touch of going and looking at the different stores to see what is out there. ( I mean stores other than Walmart) It seems like I have to always look for the cheapest item and can't just buy the one thing I feel is perfect. I usually have to just put it back down. I just don't get it why it has to be so hard on some people and not for others. I just wished that Money was better for me and my family. Children, they don't understand why Santa, didn't bring much to them but other kids got so much.Maybe if Christmas could be more about cooking and everyone has to make something of a material stuff I wouldn't feel like the one that has to buy so cheap.I mean NO one knows what I spend That is if they done come across it in a store.
well I do know one thing God has blessed me with life and beautiful children and family.
Have a Blessed Day Everyone!